Sunday, August 8, 2010Bast and Cana were childhood friends in church activities. They had been friend since 10 years old. It was back then when Cana still a little girl and she felt a heart-throbbing feeling inside her heart. Born as a girl, Cana knows that it's love.
Bast were a usual boy, with his own mind flowing over him, and make him almost unconscious in girl's feeling, and somehow also about his feeling too, were always so excited when he met Cana.. To tease her. Well.. Kids do their fun, you can say.
Bast and Cana were such a close friend that time. It was until Cana got to the 7th grade that she had some problem in her school days, that she can't meet Bast as often as she usually do. When she at least can get back to her church activity, Bast had already grown up to 170 cm, it was at that time almost 20 cm taller than her. She was so shocked she just stand there and still when Bast greet her. She was shocked, but also adore his new look. He looks so cool, Cana thinks. But when Bast then goes away, Cana feels a bit lonely, as she usually got teased and joked around by Bast.
Bast, back then, was too shy when he sees Cana. After more then a year, Cana had come at least. He had always feel a little lonely when Cana not around. He love to tease her, even he doesn't knows why, and there's no other girl who's as enjoyable to tease as her. But when he try to greet her, he can't talk so easy. So he decided to left.. which makes Cana feels so lonely.
Since then, Bast aren't as often as before teasing Cana, which makes her asking, what happen to Bast? Even if he's only around to tease her, Cana still feel so Happy, but now that Bast act so cool, she feels so lonely..
And after that.. Cana gotta go into high school, and so do Bast..
When they meet at church, they talked about their chosen school..
Cana wants to go to F high School.. And how happy she is when she heard that Bast also gonna go to there too! Even if it's his 2nd choice, but there's still possibilities that Cana can go to the same school as him.. At last!
But destiny talk the other.. Bast got into C High School, and even Cana had told Bast that he got accepted at F High School, which is better than C High School, Bast doesn't want to go in there.. Which makes Cana sad..
Bast was hoping to going to F High School, as there will be Cana in there. At least, he got some friend that he can enjoy spend his time with, so he thinks. But when he got accepted at C High School, his parents were so excited they paid all the expenses right away. Bast can't do anything since F High School still doesn't broadcasting their results. When Bast knows that F High School accepted him, he ask his parent to take him to school there. But alas, his parent rejected. They say that F High School is too far away, and yet C High School expenses are already paid, and there's no extra expenses to spend to get him to F High School. Bast doesn't know, why he was trying so hard to get there.. All he knows is that he doesn't like his High School that much now, knowing that he almost get to F High School, but failed to enter just because the expenses.
The last time they got into church's camp, Bast are gossiped to had a relationship with Dee, a girl whose 1 year older than him, and so close to him, and goes to the same High School with him. Cana were so shocked, and feels rejected, lonely, and so sad she can't even shed a tear.
When Cana at least, got her gut to ask, Bast only said no, but with a smile. It was so awkward, Cana dare not to ask him anymore, as she was so sure Bast was only teasing her again, and not paying any attention about her feeling.
Bast, at that time, was gossiped with his friend Dee, but he feels nothing towards Dee, as she was none of Bast's taste. But he doesn't try to do anything to clear up those sayings behind, so his friends thinks that that is true, as Dee often seen seeing Bast with a lovey-dovey look.
That was, for Cana, the last that she wants to see Bast's face. She was so disappointed and angry, she got her feeling locked and get her gift from the trip - a dried flower - kept in her locket, and never see it again.
3 Years later...
Cana will going to College!! She was so happy. And she meets a new friend, Sei, at her Catholic activity, which goes to the same school as Bast. When she ask whether he knows Bast or not, Sei said that he's a friend of Bast, and tell her to join the next time Sei going out with his friends, so she can meet Bast, Cana was curious so she said yes.
There, she meet Bast again at last. But what she saw almost makes her cries. There was Bast, smokes, with appearance like a scumbag, and when he sees her, he just say, "hei" and got in his own world, again. Not paying any attention to Cana at all. Hurt inside, Cana tries to talk to other people, also not paying any attention to Bast.
There, she meet Edric, some funny guy who always makes Cana laughs, and honest to his feelings. At least that's what Cana had the impression. Cana fell for him, and get closer to him. From him, he got the information that Bast, whom she knows, were all gone now. Bast had been a jerk now. How disappointed Cana was at that time!
Time passes by, Edric turns out not serious to Cana, and Cana, broken-heartedly cries, and Bast, who knows it, try to makes Cana feels at ease. He thinks, "maybe this time.. I can be her strength, and I won't lose her again.."
But once again, destiny talks the other.
Cana still cannot forget about what kind of guy Bast had been, and decided to move on at least, not think about Bast, and try to find a new love, try to forget that she, once, had the dream about growing old together with Bast..
2 years later..
Cana fell in love with Shawn, a smart-rich guy who Bast can't even compared to, for the outside. And she got so totally in love that she ignored Bast completely. It went out smoothly at last, but it turns out that Shawn, is a pervert maniac who only loves Cana to be her slave, lucky for her she realize it before it's too late, with a heart that still deeply in love, she cuts down her bond with Shawn. Deeply cut, traumatized, Cana became such a lovely girl outside, a totally broken girl inside. She's broken that she tried to suicide, but failed, and nobody knows about it.
It was 6 months after Cana broke up, she read that her ex, Shawn, had Cana's bestfriend as his girlfriend. It brokes Cana's heart completely that she cried for sure. Nobody even Cana know why, but she text-ed Bast, asking him to come.
Bast, seeing her text, hurries to Cana's home, only to find her crying continues. When Cana tell him about her ex, he got so mad he can't say a word. He can't think about someone who can so cold-heartedly using girl as a slave like that, when Cana had loved him like that. At that time, when Cana asked her to be her runaway, Bast said yes.
Turns out, all the bad things about Bast were only in the mouth. He may had smoke, but he now quit. And this time, Bast doesn't want to let Cana goes again from his life. At least, after 10 years of waiting, Cana heard the sweetest word from Bast :
Bast were a usual boy, with his own mind flowing over him, and make him almost unconscious in girl's feeling, and somehow also about his feeling too, were always so excited when he met Cana.. To tease her. Well.. Kids do their fun, you can say.
Bast and Cana were such a close friend that time. It was until Cana got to the 7th grade that she had some problem in her school days, that she can't meet Bast as often as she usually do. When she at least can get back to her church activity, Bast had already grown up to 170 cm, it was at that time almost 20 cm taller than her. She was so shocked she just stand there and still when Bast greet her. She was shocked, but also adore his new look. He looks so cool, Cana thinks. But when Bast then goes away, Cana feels a bit lonely, as she usually got teased and joked around by Bast.
Bast, back then, was too shy when he sees Cana. After more then a year, Cana had come at least. He had always feel a little lonely when Cana not around. He love to tease her, even he doesn't knows why, and there's no other girl who's as enjoyable to tease as her. But when he try to greet her, he can't talk so easy. So he decided to left.. which makes Cana feels so lonely.
Since then, Bast aren't as often as before teasing Cana, which makes her asking, what happen to Bast? Even if he's only around to tease her, Cana still feel so Happy, but now that Bast act so cool, she feels so lonely..
And after that.. Cana gotta go into high school, and so do Bast..
When they meet at church, they talked about their chosen school..
Cana wants to go to F high School.. And how happy she is when she heard that Bast also gonna go to there too! Even if it's his 2nd choice, but there's still possibilities that Cana can go to the same school as him.. At last!
But destiny talk the other.. Bast got into C High School, and even Cana had told Bast that he got accepted at F High School, which is better than C High School, Bast doesn't want to go in there.. Which makes Cana sad..
Bast was hoping to going to F High School, as there will be Cana in there. At least, he got some friend that he can enjoy spend his time with, so he thinks. But when he got accepted at C High School, his parents were so excited they paid all the expenses right away. Bast can't do anything since F High School still doesn't broadcasting their results. When Bast knows that F High School accepted him, he ask his parent to take him to school there. But alas, his parent rejected. They say that F High School is too far away, and yet C High School expenses are already paid, and there's no extra expenses to spend to get him to F High School. Bast doesn't know, why he was trying so hard to get there.. All he knows is that he doesn't like his High School that much now, knowing that he almost get to F High School, but failed to enter just because the expenses.
The last time they got into church's camp, Bast are gossiped to had a relationship with Dee, a girl whose 1 year older than him, and so close to him, and goes to the same High School with him. Cana were so shocked, and feels rejected, lonely, and so sad she can't even shed a tear.
When Cana at least, got her gut to ask, Bast only said no, but with a smile. It was so awkward, Cana dare not to ask him anymore, as she was so sure Bast was only teasing her again, and not paying any attention about her feeling.
Bast, at that time, was gossiped with his friend Dee, but he feels nothing towards Dee, as she was none of Bast's taste. But he doesn't try to do anything to clear up those sayings behind, so his friends thinks that that is true, as Dee often seen seeing Bast with a lovey-dovey look.
That was, for Cana, the last that she wants to see Bast's face. She was so disappointed and angry, she got her feeling locked and get her gift from the trip - a dried flower - kept in her locket, and never see it again.
3 Years later...
Cana will going to College!! She was so happy. And she meets a new friend, Sei, at her Catholic activity, which goes to the same school as Bast. When she ask whether he knows Bast or not, Sei said that he's a friend of Bast, and tell her to join the next time Sei going out with his friends, so she can meet Bast, Cana was curious so she said yes.
There, she meet Bast again at last. But what she saw almost makes her cries. There was Bast, smokes, with appearance like a scumbag, and when he sees her, he just say, "hei" and got in his own world, again. Not paying any attention to Cana at all. Hurt inside, Cana tries to talk to other people, also not paying any attention to Bast.
There, she meet Edric, some funny guy who always makes Cana laughs, and honest to his feelings. At least that's what Cana had the impression. Cana fell for him, and get closer to him. From him, he got the information that Bast, whom she knows, were all gone now. Bast had been a jerk now. How disappointed Cana was at that time!
Time passes by, Edric turns out not serious to Cana, and Cana, broken-heartedly cries, and Bast, who knows it, try to makes Cana feels at ease. He thinks, "maybe this time.. I can be her strength, and I won't lose her again.."
But once again, destiny talks the other.
Cana still cannot forget about what kind of guy Bast had been, and decided to move on at least, not think about Bast, and try to find a new love, try to forget that she, once, had the dream about growing old together with Bast..
2 years later..
Cana fell in love with Shawn, a smart-rich guy who Bast can't even compared to, for the outside. And she got so totally in love that she ignored Bast completely. It went out smoothly at last, but it turns out that Shawn, is a pervert maniac who only loves Cana to be her slave, lucky for her she realize it before it's too late, with a heart that still deeply in love, she cuts down her bond with Shawn. Deeply cut, traumatized, Cana became such a lovely girl outside, a totally broken girl inside. She's broken that she tried to suicide, but failed, and nobody knows about it.
It was 6 months after Cana broke up, she read that her ex, Shawn, had Cana's bestfriend as his girlfriend. It brokes Cana's heart completely that she cried for sure. Nobody even Cana know why, but she text-ed Bast, asking him to come.
Bast, seeing her text, hurries to Cana's home, only to find her crying continues. When Cana tell him about her ex, he got so mad he can't say a word. He can't think about someone who can so cold-heartedly using girl as a slave like that, when Cana had loved him like that. At that time, when Cana asked her to be her runaway, Bast said yes.
Turns out, all the bad things about Bast were only in the mouth. He may had smoke, but he now quit. And this time, Bast doesn't want to let Cana goes again from his life. At least, after 10 years of waiting, Cana heard the sweetest word from Bast :
"Will you be my girlfriend?"
Labels: love, story, sweet, The Aria of Bast and Cana
6:12 PM |
Saturday, July 31, 2010Love..
It's a strong word..
You may like someone, but it doesn't mean you love him/her..
You may like, and be his gf/bf.. But still.. Do you really adore him/her?
Will you still love him/her no matter what?
I'm not.
I have my own way of thinking. People may not agree with me, that I know, and I truly understand. But for me, as a person who had taste the bitter taste of poverty, it was really a nightmare to lick it again. I don't want to ride a motorcycle for my whole life.. I can't use cheap soap or shampoo, either. And call me spoiled, but I can't stand the dizziness of using public transportation (in my place, public transportation are HORRIBLE), and I'm not too strong about heat either.
Long story short, I'm weak, especially to penniless condition.
That's why, I'm working really hard to try to find a better living (no, I'm not really WORKing, I'm just trying to say, I'm trying.), and also, I try my best to find some man who have the same point of view with me about this crucial matters.
That's why, I don't want to be with people who just knows how to play a game. I also want a person who I can really depend, or at least, won't depend on me. A mentally-grown up man, at least.
And then, the problem came..
I was.. Usually.. Liked the man first, and try to seduce them, then I got. Voila! That happens every time.
But this time.. I'm confused. Why?
There's this man. Or Boy? who loved me ever since I knew him. He still remembered, every seconds we were talk, every action he done to me, every reaction I give him, every moments we're together.. From the 5th or 6th grade of elementary school! =.= And to make it strange enough, every time he had already forget about me, he meet me in some unusual condition. I don't know what to react. All I know is this man(or boy?) loved me, and still loves me.
What makes me confused, is that he is still a boy. I think he's still not thinking about job, about how to get money, how to get a proper job, what to do, how about the future family, etc. etc. I'm not joking, I'm really are serious if it's about to commit a relationship. I don't want to playing with this kind of relationship, as I don't want to end as a single at 30.. But I'm also think about my future with him. He still have no clue, well he have, but it's not enough, and it seems that he still doesn't trying to get some wages. And.. Hard to say, mean as it seems, he's not from the rich family, which means he can't have a jump start, but a crawl start. Should I chose to love -- some futured guy, or should I be loved.. by some pauper with a chance to be a prince, but with a lot of chance of still be a pauper?
It's a strong word..
You may like someone, but it doesn't mean you love him/her..
You may like, and be his gf/bf.. But still.. Do you really adore him/her?
Will you still love him/her no matter what?
I'm not.
I have my own way of thinking. People may not agree with me, that I know, and I truly understand. But for me, as a person who had taste the bitter taste of poverty, it was really a nightmare to lick it again. I don't want to ride a motorcycle for my whole life.. I can't use cheap soap or shampoo, either. And call me spoiled, but I can't stand the dizziness of using public transportation (in my place, public transportation are HORRIBLE), and I'm not too strong about heat either.
Long story short, I'm weak, especially to penniless condition.
That's why, I'm working really hard to try to find a better living (no, I'm not really WORKing, I'm just trying to say, I'm trying.), and also, I try my best to find some man who have the same point of view with me about this crucial matters.
That's why, I don't want to be with people who just knows how to play a game. I also want a person who I can really depend, or at least, won't depend on me. A mentally-grown up man, at least.
And then, the problem came..
I was.. Usually.. Liked the man first, and try to seduce them, then I got. Voila! That happens every time.
But this time.. I'm confused. Why?
There's this man. Or Boy? who loved me ever since I knew him. He still remembered, every seconds we were talk, every action he done to me, every reaction I give him, every moments we're together.. From the 5th or 6th grade of elementary school! =.= And to make it strange enough, every time he had already forget about me, he meet me in some unusual condition. I don't know what to react. All I know is this man(or boy?) loved me, and still loves me.
What makes me confused, is that he is still a boy. I think he's still not thinking about job, about how to get money, how to get a proper job, what to do, how about the future family, etc. etc. I'm not joking, I'm really are serious if it's about to commit a relationship. I don't want to playing with this kind of relationship, as I don't want to end as a single at 30.. But I'm also think about my future with him. He still have no clue, well he have, but it's not enough, and it seems that he still doesn't trying to get some wages. And.. Hard to say, mean as it seems, he's not from the rich family, which means he can't have a jump start, but a crawl start. Should I chose to love -- some futured guy, or should I be loved.. by some pauper with a chance to be a prince, but with a lot of chance of still be a pauper?
9:46 AM |
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
And it turns to be a great movie about life. It's simple, but it has it own value, which I think is the most important. Many movies now have no meaning. They just about a girl, a boy, lovey dovey, etc. etc., which all have the same point and no other meanings (Oops, sorry for drama lover..)
So long story short, this doggy poo story is about one baby-like newborn(?) doggy poo who was once excited and excited about the world, when because of some bird and lump of soil, think that he had no use for the world. That was worsened by a hen who says that he's not good enough for her kids (Of course you moron hen, what would you expect?)
Things got better when doggy poo talks to Leaf, who says that everybody in this world have their own purpose, so Doggy Poo mustn't be sad, and how his life still better than the leaf, because leaf has to follow where the wind blows while Doggy Poo doesn't.
Finally, it's snowing. And Doggy Poo had almost given up, when at that very moment, Doggy Poo sees something appear just before him.
What was that? And how's the story ends?
It's a spoiler if I tell you, lol.. But let me give you some hint : The story is happy-ending!
I give this movie a 5★ rating, I really enjoy this movie so much. The genre is all audience, the animations are just sooooooooooooooooo cute, and overall the story is good. Satisfying!
1:07 PM |
Yiruma!!!
I've fall in love with this pianist! No, not because his cute face (I admit he rather cute though, lol) and not because he's the one who plays bella's lullaby in twilight (Sorry to ruin your imagination, girls, but Robert "Edward Cullen" Pattinson isn't the one who create that awesome song. Yiruma did. lol.
이루마
It's all begin, thanks to my new laptop which has the OS Windows 7 (Yippe for that!), and there's Bob Acri's song "Sleep Away" which I love so much, so I begin to search for Bob Acri. Seems like he's a new age pianist, and so I search. Luckily, I found the name Yiruma. Then I got curious, as the name's sounds unique. And there, we have it. New fans of Yiruma! Viva la Yiruma!! ♥♥♥♥
I've fall in love with this pianist! No, not because his cute face (I admit he rather cute though, lol) and not because he's the one who plays bella's lullaby in twilight (Sorry to ruin your imagination, girls, but Robert "Edward Cullen" Pattinson isn't the one who create that awesome song. Yiruma did. lol.
이루마
It's all begin, thanks to my new laptop which has the OS Windows 7 (Yippe for that!), and there's Bob Acri's song "Sleep Away" which I love so much, so I begin to search for Bob Acri. Seems like he's a new age pianist, and so I search. Luckily, I found the name Yiruma. Then I got curious, as the name's sounds unique. And there, we have it. New fans of Yiruma! Viva la Yiruma!! ♥♥♥♥
7:45 AM |
Monday, July 12, 2010Well.. We meet again, don't we? It seems I got some mental-illness.. I am possessive.. and as now, my possessiveness getting worse. I even keep tracking my friend. One time, he asked me, "Why me? You know how I was so careless, how I was so clueless about girl's feeling, and still among other people, why it have to be me? Can't you be less possessive?"
That time, I realized, my possessiveness is getting unhealthy. So that's why, now I'm trying to heal myself. One way to do it is, deactivating my facebook account since even if I don't want to see his profile, or if I don't want to see my facebook, in the end I keep opening it. And it will makes my heart hurts. No more. And keeping my hands, for sanity's sake, from texting him.
I hope this will work. I don't want to lose a friend, and I don't want to end up like a maniac, stalking and following every single friend she had.
That time, I realized, my possessiveness is getting unhealthy. So that's why, now I'm trying to heal myself. One way to do it is, deactivating my facebook account since even if I don't want to see his profile, or if I don't want to see my facebook, in the end I keep opening it. And it will makes my heart hurts. No more. And keeping my hands, for sanity's sake, from texting him.
I hope this will work. I don't want to lose a friend, and I don't want to end up like a maniac, stalking and following every single friend she had.
Labels: story
4:34 AM |
Monday, July 5, 2010Well yeah. Honestly speaking, I'm a little bored of writing in FAQ style. lol. Maybe I'm just not diligent enough to write a proper blog? Maybe. I don't know either.
However, I'm still living my life to the fullest. Thanks. And this story is kinda miraculous, IMHO (In my honest opinion *note that usually IMHO is in my humble opinion) lol.lol.
Well, so the story is just as simple as this. I'm not really sure whether I'm going to church or not that day. I was already late, it's 6.45 pm and the last mass that I know started at 6.30. Great. But then, don't know why, I called my friend, ellen. And there, she said there's a mass at 7 o'clock. Awesome. And there, I'm steering my car to the church, and at last I'm going to mass.
Simple. But then, I believe it was not a mere, simple coincidence that I can go to the mass. If only I didn't call ellen, if only I didn't want to check my credit, etc etc.. There's so many possibilities, and still, I've got to the mass. For me, it seems so miraculous, with the odds are 1:1 million.
Proves that God is Great.
However, I'm still living my life to the fullest. Thanks. And this story is kinda miraculous, IMHO (In my honest opinion *note that usually IMHO is in my humble opinion) lol.lol.
Well, so the story is just as simple as this. I'm not really sure whether I'm going to church or not that day. I was already late, it's 6.45 pm and the last mass that I know started at 6.30. Great. But then, don't know why, I called my friend, ellen. And there, she said there's a mass at 7 o'clock. Awesome. And there, I'm steering my car to the church, and at last I'm going to mass.
Simple. But then, I believe it was not a mere, simple coincidence that I can go to the mass. If only I didn't call ellen, if only I didn't want to check my credit, etc etc.. There's so many possibilities, and still, I've got to the mass. For me, it seems so miraculous, with the odds are 1:1 million.
Proves that God is Great.
6:05 PM |
Tuesday, June 15, 2010When I was still a child, I was utterly sure that the cop is just a selfish, stupid moron who can only corrupt with the name of 'peace.. what a crap!
But.. As I grew older.. I begin to see what kind of trash that the real cop supposed to eliminate.. People who can't drive but drove with no rule, they can make a real disaster. People who are kidnapping children and girls, people who killed each other... Cops get them. Real cops, tough..
As I grew older, I also seeing things from different point of view.. I know now why my mother always told me that almost all boys are just a jerk with their brain in the down-side.. I was told by some of my 'mole' that a few of my friends are going to some harem-like place to get some massage... and more.. That disgusts me to my core. What's their point of doing that? Call me strict or anything. I don't mind if you're doing t with your bf/gf... I don't give a damn.. But to do it with some bit*hes? It's outta the question, sorry...
Well, I think that when you had grown up.. Your mind become more and more complicated... It's sucks, but it's the way life goes on.. No way you can deny it.. Except if you want to be childish all the time, which it sucks more than not...
But.. As I grew older.. I begin to see what kind of trash that the real cop supposed to eliminate.. People who can't drive but drove with no rule, they can make a real disaster. People who are kidnapping children and girls, people who killed each other... Cops get them. Real cops, tough..
As I grew older, I also seeing things from different point of view.. I know now why my mother always told me that almost all boys are just a jerk with their brain in the down-side.. I was told by some of my 'mole' that a few of my friends are going to some harem-like place to get some massage... and more.. That disgusts me to my core. What's their point of doing that? Call me strict or anything. I don't mind if you're doing t with your bf/gf... I don't give a damn.. But to do it with some bit*hes? It's outta the question, sorry...
Well, I think that when you had grown up.. Your mind become more and more complicated... It's sucks, but it's the way life goes on.. No way you can deny it.. Except if you want to be childish all the time, which it sucks more than not...
Labels: story
6:20 PM |
Thursday, June 10, 2010Ouch..
Yea right.. Congratulate me for getting my first hangover... Ye ye ye... Got so dizzy all day long..crap.. Well, tell ya, this feels like when you're got the deadline is tomorrow, but the crap are still crap. Got the stress? triple it, and you got half of the hangover.. crap..
And what I drink was only.. Ye, only 1 long island Ice Tea and half the pitcher of Tequila Sunrise... Oh man... My head feels so heavy.. And people says you can fly when you're drunk.. A lie..!!
Ouch.. Still dizzy... and what's more.. I had so many job today.. sigh..
Again.. Congratulate me, will ya?
Yea right.. Congratulate me for getting my first hangover... Ye ye ye... Got so dizzy all day long..crap.. Well, tell ya, this feels like when you're got the deadline is tomorrow, but the crap are still crap. Got the stress? triple it, and you got half of the hangover.. crap..
And what I drink was only.. Ye, only 1 long island Ice Tea and half the pitcher of Tequila Sunrise... Oh man... My head feels so heavy.. And people says you can fly when you're drunk.. A lie..!!
Ouch.. Still dizzy... and what's more.. I had so many job today.. sigh..
Again.. Congratulate me, will ya?
11:10 PM |
Monday, June 7, 2010Final Exam.. The worst nightmare of all lazy student..
Good to hear I just have 4 exams.. the other 3 have no exams.. :D
This is my final exam for this semester..
And the subject today, the one I hated the most.. Calculus!
Oh how I hate this.. seems like my logic were not as good as they ask..
Crap!
Good to hear I just have 4 exams.. the other 3 have no exams.. :D
This is my final exam for this semester..
And the subject today, the one I hated the most.. Calculus!
Oh how I hate this.. seems like my logic were not as good as they ask..
Crap!
Labels: story
7:32 PM |
Sunday, June 6, 2010All this time I've been mocking about those "sissy-funny-pinkish" blog-maker.. All of those are girls, which some of them are so young. Yet now, when I tried to make my very own blog skins.. Damn! It's so fugly hard! I tried, but all I got was only a screwed-up blog layout.. what a shame.. =.= I'm using this blog skins right now, all my berstest credit for the one who make it. (Disclaimer on the right side). But still, I want to make my OWN skin!
I think I'll use this holiday to learn much MUCH more about web, php, html, javascript, and many, many more. Just pray that I won't explode before I finished it. Really really want to makes my own blog skins. huhuhuhu...
I think I'll use this holiday to learn much MUCH more about web, php, html, javascript, and many, many more. Just pray that I won't explode before I finished it. Really really want to makes my own blog skins. huhuhuhu...
Labels: blog, daily, hope, story
7:17 PM |
Sunday, May 30, 2010Echoing my lil sis baka-chan's blog, I will review some of the horror movies I've watch.. I usually prefer Cartoon
or Comedy
, but horror
is also on my top three genre I like to watch. ( I HATE gore 
movies, like saw, hostel.. ewww gross!)
So.. This were my reviews.. From the one I've watched with her, or the ones without.. lol!
1. Ju-On 2
Agreed with baka-chan, this movie was.. Not good~! It's horrible, with only the creepy sounds. There is some good act, but overall, I'll give this movie 1 star rating. Horrible!
2. Muoi
Arrr.. I can't understand what this movie about. Sure sure, it's about the curse of a girl.. but still.. I can't understand why the main cast have to be a jerk.. and why the ending was so unclear? 2 stars rated..
3.Arang
This movie is not a real horror, in my case. It's about some detective movie genre. But nevertheless, it's kind of thrilling and fun to see. 3 Stars rated.
4.4Bia
This was AWESOME.. 4stars rated. I kinda hate the last chapter, and I LOVE the 3rd.. but what makes me so scared was the first.. It's so creepy because it's natural.. Love this! 5 stars rated!
5. Coming soon
Rather odd, but still good.. This movie I would watch twice (which I had done, thanks to my big sis, and gonna be thrice, thanks to baka-chan) this movie had the twisted mindset, and I appreciate it so. 4 stars rated.
6. Rosemary's Baby
I don't know what makes this trash the "scariest movie of all year". But one thing for sure, this movie is a crap. No horror, more like drama. Surely enough, the starting and ending song creepy enough to makes the situation got creepy. But that's all. 0 stars rated.
or Comedy, but horror is also on my top three genre I like to watch. ( I HATE gore movies, like saw, hostel.. ewww gross!)So.. This were my reviews.. From the one I've watched with her, or the ones without.. lol!
1. Ju-On 2
Agreed with baka-chan, this movie was.. Not good~! It's horrible, with only the creepy sounds. There is some good act, but overall, I'll give this movie 1 star rating. Horrible!
2. Muoi
Arrr.. I can't understand what this movie about. Sure sure, it's about the curse of a girl.. but still.. I can't understand why the main cast have to be a jerk.. and why the ending was so unclear? 2 stars rated..
3.Arang
This movie is not a real horror, in my case. It's about some detective movie genre. But nevertheless, it's kind of thrilling and fun to see. 3 Stars rated.
4.4Bia
This was AWESOME.. 4stars rated. I kinda hate the last chapter, and I LOVE the 3rd.. but what makes me so scared was the first.. It's so creepy because it's natural.. Love this! 5 stars rated!
5. Coming soon
Rather odd, but still good.. This movie I would watch twice (which I had done, thanks to my big sis, and gonna be thrice, thanks to baka-chan) this movie had the twisted mindset, and I appreciate it so. 4 stars rated.
6. Rosemary's Baby
I don't know what makes this trash the "scariest movie of all year". But one thing for sure, this movie is a crap. No horror, more like drama. Surely enough, the starting and ending song creepy enough to makes the situation got creepy. But that's all. 0 stars rated.
Labels: horror, movie, review, story
11:11 PM |
Tuesday, May 25, 2010Maybe the most ingenious invention at all time was the tire. Or if I may say, the circle. Why? It's the invention that represent our life. Cycle. Never flat.
Just like me. Life was never flat for me. Like now. When I'm still at high school, boys was never a problem for me. I never lose them, they who lose me. And now? Sounds very pitiful, but yea, I lost my last boyfriend to some bit*h outside, I can't get a hold of him.. Just to make it worse, I lost almost all of my friends too. Lol.
And now, I'm an (almost) adult who still kid at heart, I can't cope with my "old" age, and I feel so pitiful.. Pathetic, I know. But what can I do? I'm struggling now to get my friends back. and my trauma, my deepest fear, that is alone, is standing just behind me, ready to eat me when I'm unguarded.
Like my lil sister. She's not the prettiest, or the most popular girl when she's at high school. Send her to other country, and voila! She become so pretty and fashionable no wonder if she's popular, while I'm here, makes no difference from my high-school age, and rot like an old couch gag.
Seeing my lil sis and my best-boy-friend, getting nearer to IAR status while I'm here getting further, makes me feels jealous, but happy at the same time.. Will I ever find a guy who will never cheat on me? Will I found someone who will understand me?
I usually sees the glass is half-full.. But now, just now.. I feel my glass is half-empty..
Just like me. Life was never flat for me. Like now. When I'm still at high school, boys was never a problem for me. I never lose them, they who lose me. And now? Sounds very pitiful, but yea, I lost my last boyfriend to some bit*h outside, I can't get a hold of him.. Just to make it worse, I lost almost all of my friends too. Lol.
And now, I'm an (almost) adult who still kid at heart, I can't cope with my "old" age, and I feel so pitiful.. Pathetic, I know. But what can I do? I'm struggling now to get my friends back. and my trauma, my deepest fear, that is alone, is standing just behind me, ready to eat me when I'm unguarded.
Like my lil sister. She's not the prettiest, or the most popular girl when she's at high school. Send her to other country, and voila! She become so pretty and fashionable no wonder if she's popular, while I'm here, makes no difference from my high-school age, and rot like an old couch gag.
Seeing my lil sis and my best-boy-friend, getting nearer to IAR status while I'm here getting further, makes me feels jealous, but happy at the same time.. Will I ever find a guy who will never cheat on me? Will I found someone who will understand me?
I usually sees the glass is half-full.. But now, just now.. I feel my glass is half-empty..
6:58 PM |
