I was looking at my last blog.. (Well I made it messed up now, to show that I'm not using that blog anymore) and reminiscing my last post.. and seeing my archives... And I've been thinking lately.. Why am I so happy and cheerful in my last blog while I'm not that happy in the end.. I was so cheerful at first.. *yea, before I got so much problem with my ex.. -.-
Am I losing myself..?
What am I supposed to do? Is this for the better life I can have? Is it for real? Do this means I'm getting better? But why am I feeling that I getting worse?
Humpfft.. Maybe I should look for a change of mood..
If any of you who read this thinks that may be better if I make a new blog to share my craziness.. Well I think you should comment here.. now.. :)