Well.. We meet again, don't we? It seems I got some mental-illness.. I am possessive.. and as now, my possessiveness getting worse. I even keep tracking my friend. One time, he asked me, "Why me? You know how I was so careless, how I was so clueless about girl's feeling, and still among other people, why it have to be me? Can't you be less possessive?"

That time, I realized, my possessiveness is getting unhealthy. So that's why, now I'm trying to heal myself. One way to do it is, deactivating my facebook account since even if I don't want to see his profile, or if I don't want to see my facebook, in the end I keep opening it. And it will makes my heart hurts. No more. And keeping my hands, for sanity's sake, from texting him.

I hope this will work. I don't want to lose a friend, and I don't want to end up like a maniac, stalking and following every single friend she had.

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